You know, I really do think I’m some what insane. I really do. I used not to be like this. If people didn’t want to talk anymore, then fine, screw them I’ll go on with my life.
Lately I’ve been trying to keep friendships up and I’ve realized it’s exhausting and like Kathryn said, kind of pointless. There will be new friends. There always are. There’s no point. I’m never going to ask someone more than once to do something. If you constantly have to re-schedule with a person then there really is no point in even trying to maintain a friendship. I’m too lazy for it. I’m exhausted. Oh, and I’m tired of being consistently blown off.
It’s back to my old ways. I’ll call you on your birthday because it’s your special day, but past that I’m not going to make any effort to maintain things.
I have so many drafts that I haven’t published. Hmm.
